My wish for 2013 is for all my blog friends to receive BFP’s that stick. 2012 has been a very rough year for many of us. I feel very fortunate that 2012 ended with a long awaited BFP, but I know many of you are still stuck in the shitty trenches. So I wish 2013 is your year. For myself, I wish we continue to have a healthy pregnancy and 2 healthy babies. Today I am 9 weeks. It feels good to be progressing, but it’s also very strange this early on. One minute I am terrified it’s all over and the next I am searching online for baby gear and planning out the nursery. We have a very long way to go and having gone through infertility and failed cycles I know very well complications can arise at any time. I’ve been fairly good at pushing them aside, but the thoughts are always there lingering.
Tonight I have no celebration planned. B is working all night and I am on day 6 of being sick. I have no energy. I am stuffed up with a sore throat and tend to get in coughing fits when I lay down. The mornings and evenings are the worst…it seems all the mucus comes out at these times and the nose blowing and stuffy feeling is constant. I haven’t left the house in 7 days (with the exception of 2 very short walks I took C on when B wasn’t able to). Luckily B is a clean freak and has been sanitizing everything every day and has washed the sheets. I have to go back to work on Wednesday and I am hoping I feel better by then. If not, going to work sick is not going to fun.
I hope everyone has a very safe and happy new year’s eve celebration tonight!