Today feels like it’s going to be a hard day already. I did not sleep well at all last night thanks to my dog C barking his head off 3 separate times though out the night. I also had a ton of bad dreams about my upcoming birthday celebration. I guess I am not feeling completely ready for it. I need to get an outfit to wear this weekend (80’s themed party) and get prizes for my guests that are best dressed. B also needs an outfit. I’m still waiting for MANY people to RSVP (they have until Saturday, but I am early on everything) and I guess it’s just making me anxious. Did I mention I was turning 30? Some of the anxiety I have been feeling may be more related to that than the actual party itself.
Work has also been EXTREMELY stressful and I have had SO many meetings this week that I haven’t started either of the 2 reports I need to get done by today. I’m in meetings ALL day today too, so it looks like they may not get done until Friday. Oh well :(
BCP’s are going fine. I’ve actually been feeling some twinges on my ovaries the past few days…I wonder if I am feeling the follicles getting smaller?
Well I am just tired today…and when I am tired I have a shorter fuse for things and lately people at work have been showing an extremely frustrating level of incompetence, which requires me to work more and harder. I’m also feeling pretty emotional today…again probably b/c I am so tired. I feel like I could cry at any moment. I just want to crawl back under the covers and sleep through this entire day. Can you just feel the negativity?
Hoping some positivity finds its way into my day!